Hi guys! It's me, it's been a lot longer than I realized. So much has happened that I don't even know where to start. I'll recap with the few pictures I've got in this blog...but I sure have missed everyone. I'm still in bed...5 months now. It's been hard, really REALLY hard...but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. We know what's wrong now and I am going to get my life back. I'll explain more in future blogs...nothing else really happened in my life except health stuff, lots of hospitals, multiple 911 calls and many specialists to figure out why my body has been so broken...
BUT...I miss my blog. I miss blogging. I miss reading blogs. I miss getting free stuff, I miss the money, I miss the whole damn thing!
I used to love to blog...my blog was my sweet release. It was the place I went to unleash a flood of emotions through words that were often just flowing through my fingers and sometimes made no sense. Still, they made me feel better and eventually this blog became more than just a release because I met you guys. I met people who have changed my life for a moment, for a lifetime. Then I lost all my comments when I got my lovely blog makeover and it crushed me that all those memories were lost forever. Once I got sick my blog was more for me than anyone. My blog wasn't what it always was and I lost a lot of followers and comments...but it's my blog my life. I can't control the way things have been or how they still are and once again this blog was started for me. I'm regaining it back. I'm healthy enough to blog again and am slowly going to get back into it.
P.S. To the wonderful etsy sellers and small businesses that sent me product that I have yet to review and go giveaways with...I will start scheduling them slowly as my health allows.
My life in pictures the last 5 months-
1st picture-At the beginning of my illness when I had pneumonia. I had just walked from the cot to the curb and my proud hubby took this picture. Little did I know what was to come. I felt like crap in this picture and was NOT pleased with my newest fashion accessory.
2nd-Dexter came into my life and kept me company through the roughest days.
3rd-How I spent almost the majority of a couple months totally FLAT or on my side
4th-My pissed off heart! In the cardiac unit they couldn't figure out why I wasn't getting better. Then I got an unknown virus from the hospital that made me REALLY ill. Little did we know I have multiple immune deficiencies and couldn't fight it at all. (I start IVIG and SubQ infusions for the rest of my life hopefully this week!)
5-I have a whole photo album of these. Since I couldn't go out and do anything my sorority sisters took a cardboard cut out of me on all sorts of adventures! People were so nice-they took pictures of Christmas lights including my own house so I could get to see everything. People brought Christmas to our house this year. We were so overwhelmed with all the love and support.
6-My doctors appointment last week
7-On Christmas we had me lay on the floor near the tree. I lasted three hours and then paid for it for days, but it was worth it! Here's a picture of Johnny falling asleep on me. Being away from him so much was the hardest part of this experience. This was one of the best moments of my year.